The pace of time never changes , second by second day month
and year go by and yet at the end of every year one feels that this one just
breezed by. Some years are just change in calendar, our lives , people and surrounding pretty
much the same while other makes a huge change in your life . It defines you who
you are and who will be for rest of your life...... 2015 was such epic year for me !
2015 was the year I became mother for the first time to my
two beautiful twins and as they say life is never ever the same. Sometimes time
just stood still, while others I could not wait for time to pass and sometimes I
wished time would just stop still. Becoming a mother has been the most exhilarating
experience of my life . Its everything that you read / hear about and much more
. More so because we had twins , a sonny boy and little princess. Motherhood is
not easy, most of the time you are wondering if you have done the right thing ,
if you are doing the right thing and how to do ‘right’ things. You are
responsible for lives of these tiny tiny people and it’s not just about raising
them but also ensuring that they are raised in a manner that they become
beautiful individuals whom you and more importantly they themselves would be
proud of .Trust me doing all this while mostly not sure of your own life and
actions is one
I am thankful more than ever to all people in my life who
helped and are helping me in this journey, my family ,friends and doctors I could
not have not anything without these people in my life.
As my mother wrote to me , a girl makes many relationship once
she gets married but nothing is more special than becoming a mother and I could not agree more . Yes there are
times when I really miss my ‘old life’ , when going out meant picking up car keys
and out of the door . Now I have to plan
before I so much venture out of my door, going out means planning for days ,
packing really half your house and still be wondering if you really have
everything that these two tiny ones will need. There is no time for ‘down time’ , you always
have to be on , making sure they are safe and healthy . Even if you have tons
of ‘help’ around, you would be rushing every time one of them even so much as
whimpers and yes it would be ages before you get a full night sleep J
But amidst all the chaos and sleeping nights and now permanent
back pain there are few minutes when they both happy and playful, the smile
that greets you in morning and when they call out ‘ma’ (I know they are too young to talk , but whatever
noise they make to my ears that just ma)
I have so much to look forward this year, watching them grow,
ensuring that both of them are happy and healthy, spend as much time as
possible with them. I want to be in better health, a better cook and overall a
better person to be the best possible mom.
“I’m sharing my #TalesOf2015
with BlogAdda.”